The day started when I woke up from a dream about cretinism. I was a teacher in my dream and all my students had cretinism. FYI, cretinism is a form of hypothyroidism in children which results to the retardation of their physical and mental growth. Also, cretinism was one of our topics yesterday in our FPGEE review, so maybe that’s why I dreamed of it.
Today, as everyone may know, is Ash Wednesday, and the first day of the forty days of Lent. While in the church this afternoon, I was thinking of something to do for the next forty days (this day, included). I remember when I was in 6th grade, I didn’t use my Walkman (there was no iPod yet) for the entire period of Lent. That was my Lenten sacrifice. When I was in 1st year of college, I read Rick Warren’s “Purpose Driven Life.” The book had forty chapters so I read one chapter each day during the entire forty days. Today, I think I’ll just post a blog entry everyday. For forty days. No specific topic needed. I’ll just write whatever enters my head, get back to them forty days later, and see how much a changed person I’ve become.
So I mentioned earlier that I’m attending an FPGEE review. I was so hesitant to enroll at first because I’d rather study by myself at home. Besides, the tuition fee was a bit high. I still didn’t give in even when my mom insisted me. I only changed my mind last Saturday when the college secretary showed us our grades in Pathophysiology. My grade was 93. And that was the highest.
I suddenly thought of what The Frustrated Artist told me, that I should keep doing what I do best. It was like saying that just being good at something is not enough. I should further develop my skills and be an expert in my career. After realizing these things, I immediately went to the dean’s office and told her I’d enroll. Today, I’m just thankful that I’ve made the right decision. We just started last Monday and I can already say now that I’m a changed person.